iLoveHer

2010-04-19T02:44:00.002+08:00

Been long since i posted,
i just landed to sg at 0715hrs yesterday,
back from brunei..
now alil sick alr, not used to sg weather,
there so hot, back to sg, catch cold liao,
laughs, but seriously there de cigg, omfg, too cheap liao,
11days smoke 13packs >< ! like free one lor ~
str come play blackshot liaos, with keimus, he's slpn now,
pigggg ! laughs.
idk wad to post le, ~

2010-02-12T22:13:00.003+08:00

WOW, i lost my phone damn it,
peoples, pls sms me ur number and name to the same number thanks (:
hmms..
2 more days to val day, cny.. what's gonna it to be this yr?
cny sure will be fun with family, val day...
im just thinking too much ba , what i wanted, will nvr come true,
even times,
why i gave up? idk, you just dont seems to need me,
and ur busy with the stuffs, what can i say?
or maybe, i didnt gave up at all, still hoping you'll still wants me,
but your nvr that sweet anymore, treated me like jus any other friends u had,
sighs, shall not think too much le,
val day, is just another day passed,
hope u found someone better ba, or maybe u wants me back? *laughs*
gones*

2010-01-24T11:34:00.003+08:00

Hmms, long time since i blogged once again,
back from Aimiko's precious chalet, 3 days 2 night straight there.
kinda tired right now !!
hmms, reached there 4plus PM ! tmd, was planning to put bag nia
in e end, dunwan let me go -.- !
accompany her till alicia, sarah , soda came !
diaossss ! 1st night, all guys tio make up, like wtf !
somemore walk ard the Mac there, -.- !!
hmms, den open bottle drink ,
both nights drinking session..
den the girls like emo, the chalet more like a hospital
where babies are born, LMAO..
hanged over ~
now at home bla bla bla,
tonight book in again, back on fri ! (:

-imstruggling,youwillnvrunderstand,
im gone till ur back . goodbyes.

2010-01-02T01:31:00.003+08:00

Long time since i post (:
Hope you guys have a great yr ahead ! :D
hms, dont know wad to post, hmm,
ahhh, still thinking..
now at sotong hse, slack,drink..
damn bored nowwwwww !! hahahahas
sun gg back camp le, start a new yr !
yawns. see wad else can i type nx time ba (:

2009-12-20T20:33:00.003+08:00

HeyHey, back to post, since someone asking me to post,
hahas ~ and today's a special date, but nothing much for me celebrate too, so ya.
hmms, been clubbling for past 2 days, didnt get to sleep at all, hang over, drink, club and same routine back, soon heading to st james, tmr rafi's bday, needa go pub again, idk need to hang over how long, hahahahs !
Day 1 - Supper club
Day 2 - Wave house
Day 3 - St james
Day 4 - boat quay
i've changed back wad i used to be,
i dont give any damn right now le, what's the point am i right?
not mine, will nvr be mine, so whatever ba, if the person like it can alr, lolololols.
hmms, jus now was late to meet aimiko precious, hahahas, den she forgot to ask me wan eat anot, so eat alone ! damm it,
after meet velda and co.
THANKS VELDA XIAO HEN for buying me a shirt when she's oversea <33 HHAHAS !
MUZ TAG BACK WHEN U SEE HOR ! :D
hmms, nothing much alr ba, see ya ppl soon xDD

2009-11-29T16:26:00.003+08:00

Yawns, long time sinced i blogg,
jus woke up ! wtf, lolol.
Yesterday went hospital go get xray of my hand,
luckily nothing serious, just bone swelled,
laughs, after that went jcube, slack, till ppl drag me go
wave house beach party,
didnt know was a beach party and im wearing formal ! like WTF
anw, reached there with hougang's co. and xiaokel & xiaodan,
the party wasnt that good ba, due to the songs and the base,
yawning whole day, while talking to feroz where (this fucker drag me go de)
2 mad girls splashed water on me, my whole fucking body wet -.-
there i go, down with long jeans -.- !
after that i drag xiaokel in too, hahahahhas !
we're all wet..till 4AM !
after that WALK to vivo ;X
wow, i saw heidi O.O ~ been long since i saw her, laughs.
went mac saw her again ! lololols, cuz at this hr only mac open. LOL
ate finish, cabb-ed home, and there i goes to bed ! :D
Tomorrow 9pm book in, SIAN !

2009-11-09T13:40:00.002+08:00

hoho, so long since i blog !
Thurs, grad and get my khaki beret !
damn, injured my left hand ): !!
Fri, celebrate shadow's bday at Amber21, he was like soo drunk ;x
after that went to his house sleep, wake up str go home change
went out with kel, kelly and peixuan,
was thinking to watch movie de, but i forgotten why didnt watch le, laughs
after that, kel and me went go sengkang slack, play basketball,
not bad sia, 1 hand also can play xDD
Sunday ! so long never been so happy before alr, laughs xD
i rly miss gg out with you (:
went for a walk, play audi (tmd, 1st time lost to you in BU)
hmms, as for today, might be meeting again for a movie ehs?
sian, tmr gg back camp le, 8AM !!!!

2009-10-18T13:11:00.003+08:00

Last sat went social club ,
was about to go in, suddenly 2 girls sitting behind us called for us,
gave us tickets for dont know why, LOL , but sad, cant get in due to wearing ber,
and not jeans etc, damn, and i lost the ticket !
Back from whisky bar, slept at kel's hse
now finally home,
oh wells, this is a fucking bad week,
i've got 10x extras within a week, wonder how im gonna survive ):
hope things would be better ba, sians !!
was going to night safrari / social house de, but in e end didnt,
went boat quay eat, and drink till 3am+
so fucking tired, and im going back camp tonight at 2000hrs !~
this week, field camp coming, sighs, gonnna confined my weekends again le,
cant go out ): ! faster over !!! 5nov grad, im waiting !
kaye le, i've got nothing to post, tc ppl !

2009-10-07T10:28:00.002+08:00

Im back to post, anyone misses me? i doubt so i guess,
didnt post for quite long, as there's nothing for me to post,
so ya, army life been shag, but what to do? endurance, oh well,
today is my off day, but gg back after tt, so ya.
gonna go bugis to buy my stuffs, etc,
anw, i've moved house, yawns, gonna move again le ~
shall post till here only ba,
Byes

2009-09-19T18:51:00.002+08:00

Sighs, what shd i post? she cant seems to be bothered,
what does she want from me?

yesterday went taizi's bbq, after slack till morning,
now needa prepare go back camp for guard duty -.-
back monday morning, den i'll see wad i shd post
sorry manxuan cant attend ur bday ):

2009-09-13T19:18:00.002+08:00

Time to post ! :D
Been having fun this whole week,
thanks peoples (: !
Today gonna return camp for my "G.A.I.T" liao,
khaki beret here i come ! :x
hmms, thanks to my friends, i've not think too much lately,
heehees <3
or maybe, i gave up le? but not totally ba,
i've gave her lots of time, she would rather tell me busy,
so whatever ba (:
she wont be free for me either,
laughhs, okay le, post till here, needa prepare to book in,
see ya guys ard okaye,
loves <33

2009-09-10T02:20:00.002+08:00

Im back posting, currently rotting at home ! :D
Yesterday went st james ph with friends,
till late night, kel drove us back,
went home slp, lazy post that long sia.
heehee ~ tmr gg out again ! :D
PAY DAY LIAO, wakakkakas.

okay, maybe i shall move on, hopefully.

2009-09-05T12:53:00.002+08:00

POP ler, who's there? my mummy, grandma, laughs.
i knew it she wont come anw, so ya, alr got mentally prepared,
and im prepared for anything right now,
i dont wish to give a fuck abt anything,
i cant do anything too,
so your choice, decision, goodbyes.

-meeting kel ltr on, steamboat ~ woots.

2009-08-30T13:41:00.003+08:00

im back to blog ~
next week POP le, 3mths just passes like this,
is soo fast (:
Yesterday went ate sakae , den go sisha till late night,
after that cab home sleep , and a day passed again,
needa book in later on le,
POP will she be there? i guess not,
nevermind ba, laaughs.
i misses her so much got what use? does she too?
i love her so much got what use too? does she?
i wanted meet her, every weekends i've got,
does she even give herself time to meet me?
4months passed, yet NOTHING happen,
like this call considering? sighs,
heartaches, but its okay ba,
she have nothing to say to me also, no topics no nothing,
suddenly meet also get things worst only, 2 of us will be fucking quiet i guess.
i go ler, post next week ,
anyone wan come my POP parade msg me ba, i guess wont have , byes.

2009-08-16T14:20:00.002+08:00

Hello people, im back to post ~
didnt get to sleep for more den 26hrs straight,
preparing event. TODAY finally event ends,
now leh, preparing for friday field camp le.
gonna be hell i guess,
but whatever, i dont give a damn how xiong is it,
cuz im sure i can make it :D
Anyone misses me? laughs. My blog is so dead,
idk what to post also.
i hope from her, but ...
gosh, what am i thinking ~ laughs.

2009-08-08T10:02:00.002+08:00

hello peoples, im back !
Last week tio confined, LOL.
lucky this week guai guai nvr tio, lololol !
but needa go buy lots of camp stuffs, next 2 weeks field camp le.
den soon POP ! :D
About r/s - nothing to say le, becuz im nothing now (:
Thanks to the person tt hacked in my msn acc and write PM message for me.
Anyone misses me? laughs, i shall post till here,
needa prepare stuffs le.
byes !

2009-07-26T13:09:00.003+08:00

im back to post, jus booked out yesterday 5pm,
cabbed home have a dinner with mummy (:
after that cabbed to geylang find ahbi and shutiao, slack awhile
cabbed down to bugis find kel, hubert, weijie,
and xiaoblur's mei de co.
but less den 1 hr, my co, cabbed down to boat quay to get drinks,
meet commando there, went drinking till 3plus,
den i cab down to hougang find mei's co.
suddenly they jus went off ):
den i cabbed home lor,
tmd idk how much i spend on cab can ! oh wells,
i jus woke up, and needa report to camp later on alr,
hope i dont get MC anymore, if im rly fever still later,
will rly needa report to hospital le.

anyways, have not been messaging me these few days, after misunderstood me,
cant be bothered to reply/sms me. maybe really busy ba,
but weird is, can tag ppl, but cant sms me, oh wells.
sms take hours to type? i wondered, or maybe is phone no money but didnt not
informed me, idk what le,
and i shall not disturb you until you sms me, in order not to be irritating i guess,
i just treat it, nothing happened,
goodbyes, take care.

2009-07-23T10:33:00.003+08:00

Gosh, my body getting more and more fucked up alr,
last week fever, now even higher ):
sadded. i need to report to camp tonight,
sians ! My MC only 2 days nia,
oh well, shall post till here only,
no energy to do anything, ):
take care ppl.

2009-07-19T18:16:00.002+08:00

Back to blog, yesterday went out to cck, den bus to vivo,
wanna get my things but in e end dont have, gosh.
went makan, etc after that night time went ktv,
happy advance bday mei ! im sorry, cant blog tmr,
so jus wish u a very happy bday xiaoblur mei (:
ok, im preparing to go back camp,
tmr is another day, would u rmb it?
been 2 mths didnt sms me anything abt that ler,
shall see it ba,

sotong botak ! LOL :D have fun in ur confinements inside camp on fri.
good luck ehs.

i shall post till here, anything sms me ba , will reply asap.
goodbyes.

2009-07-16T09:20:00.002+08:00

I wondered, how have you been..
i thought things would rather changed abit,
not like used to be, when i sick
you wont bother to sms me,
but now, once again it happened, without asking me am i alright etc anot
im really wondering, even if busy, cant be busy 24/7 non stop ba.
like as if busy for whole day,week,months without stop.
is like wtf? oh well, shall not say much alr ba,
im sorry elaco about yesterday, i really cant stop helping myself about those,
im going back camp today afternoon alr, i hope i wont kena chase back home ba.
take care people,
how i wish, you were here.

2009-07-16T00:35:00.002+08:00

Im back posting again,
was doing nothing at home all the while,
so bored can ! watching dramas all the way
fever went down, but cough till lyk mad dog,
anw, im gg back camp tmr afternoon,
take care

2009-07-14T14:05:00.002+08:00

Im back from camp,
having high fever now, 39.6degree ,
on MC for 5 days, yawns..
anyone wanna come visit me? laughs ~
i guess no ba (: busy peoples,
end post alr, rmb tag me ~
goodbyes.

2009-07-12T17:54:00.002+08:00

Back to posting before i return to camp,
suddenly feel like staying inside camp,
is much better i guess..
Yesterday went bugis alone walk walk, till billy came,
den both of us walk stupidly.. waiting for his gf and elaco to reach,
they soo long can ~ laughs..
after met, went paragon but guess what? too late !
closed ler, sad can ~ i wanna get my armani wallet de ):
went watch Ice age 3, 3D version, omg is so nice can ~
den went shesha, till 5am.. too so many pics, like mad people like that (pic inside elaco's blog),
den cynthia(baby) went home,
after that we
went walk around, to singapore flyer ~ (early morning bird)
feeling very tired, so went jogging near the river,
woots, oh ya and manxuan's friend named chubby came over too.
4 of us walk ard, till feroz came,
went taka try get my things, but nvr ):
walked till Forum shopping centre, but tmd, only got 1 E.A wallet
in the whole fucking 2 levels E.Armani shop !
so sorry people asking u all to pei me buy, but didnt get a chance ):
took a cab home, now im back home.. gg in back camp in an hour time.
next week den post ba (:

(i love you, i hope you too, wanna me back? im always there)

2009-07-09T22:52:00.002+08:00

Im back to post, jus booked out from camp,
got silver for my ippt ..
but, what's the point?
book out also the same,
guess would rather spend my time in camp unless there's
something better outside ba.
anyone miss me? laughs,
thanks for all the taggings,
<3 you ppl (:
nothing much to post actually..
sunday booking in, so ya
might just go drink tonight, tmr and sat ba.
will post if there's things to post.
take care all.

2009-07-05T11:10:00.003+08:00

Im back, and gg back ltr..
No point booking out eh,
everyweek hoping the same thing, yet didnt happened
for 2 times, gg 2 mths alr,
yesterday booked out went home shower,
went beach rd with xiaokel, brought army stuffs,
den go bugis walk ard,
evening met sotong for steamboat, ate fucking alot..
den went slack till 2am, went home.
this is how my meaningless life would be from now on i guess..
take cares.

2009-06-28T13:23:00.003+08:00

Hello, im back to blog, anyone miss me?
i guess no, cuz noone got the heart to tag me when im inside ):
so nevermind, been inside army confinements 2 weeks, finally out,
anw, i wasnt allowed to post anything inside, so wont be posting and nothing to post,
book out, when sotong chalet till today,
i want some moral support, inside camp is soooooo.... tiring.
i wondered.. nevermind..
taggg me if you want (:
see you people next week..
i shant say anything le ba, will be booking in today at 7pm,
take cares (:
anything msg me, i can reply whenever i could (:

2009-06-11T22:44:00.004+08:00

Its time, tomorrow 10am book in to my new camp/home.
i'll try to make friends, buddies,
confinements 2 weeks, so wont be blogging,
anyone will miss me? laughs,
thats all i can post for today..

-i hope you would give me a good answer,
you meant alot to me, i'll try my best to get mature i guess,
and not so easily jealous, giving u more freedoms etc,
but overall, i hope you have a good holidays, and work,
pls do understand and think, why am i so jealous of small things,
i really hope.
i love you.

-thanks for the answer, i've got it. goodbyes.

2009-06-10T00:30:00.003+08:00

Today went out with xiaokel, hubert and his gf,
we went to buy our NS stuffs,
first, went sakae sushi eat, den after that, went to brought beanie,
wtf, got dragged to cut botak today, so i went dragging xiaokel too,
omfg, is so cooling but ugly -.-
went to buy goggles, undergourments (tmd, we dont know our size cuz too long nvr wear triangles le , wtf, we called our mother at the same time and ask ! lols,
skali, 3 all same size ! lols, get our same slippers also
no choice, guys buy things on impluse, see le jiu buy,
after that, cab down to cyberera, play awhile, kel jiu went home,
left me and hubert, we went bugis eat steamboat, jus got back home.
Thanks people for commenting about my Bangs thru msn and webcams,
alot good comments, thanks people, shall consider it next 2 yrs time.

-do u know how much i missed you? why arent you replying me thru anything,
are you running away now? sighhs,
do you ever know how much i really wanted you?
i cant get to sleep for weeks, everyday 4-6am+ den can sleep,
can you believe im sobbing everynight hoping for your replies?
sighhs, im really broke down.

2009-06-09T00:14:00.005+08:00

Anyone wanna see my BANGS? only valid 1 day !
PLS COMMENT
PS( 2 pics take by DIOR , when im opening my eyes big, and 1 of the pooh )
Nothing much, left 3 days.
cut bangs today, soo innocent -.-
cutting botak tmr and get my NS things,
need get a big alarm clock, to wake my whole bunkmate wake up!
im so xi xin (: (actually, is me myself cant wake)
tmr gg with hubert, and his 1 friend, also same camp.
will be gg tamp mall buy, need get a cap / beanie too.
tmd i wont fking let ppl see my botak, fuck it.
byes.
do u know how much i miss you? sighs
do u know how much i want you?
i hope you know, really hope.

2009-06-07T12:22:00.004+08:00

Wahs, fuck i was so fucking drunk yesterday,
zzz, boss gave me a upsized 32oz graveyard, asking me drink in 1 shot,
i finished it ! not really effective, so they gave me another shot of AK47,
tmd, i was so fucking giddy by den, after that, went drunk -.-
my manager bring me home, luckily..
In the afternoon, after work, tmd my crew leader give me 1 banana,
inside put chilli padi, paste, flakes, sambal, tomato ,cheese, salsa sauce, black pepper, salt, milk, cooking cream, habarano sauce, mayo, tartar, spicy mayo, honey, etc inside, asking me finish up, tmd, tio tekan, i finished it ! stomach cramp like fuck, went smoking, den manager sit down, saying, u finish up ur appittizer, now drinks for u, ok? 1 shot only. tmd, he go make, look fucking nice sia,
got whipping cream and cherry for me, i finished up, he ji tao WTF, u crazy?! u can finish up? i said quite nice, he ji tao WALAU, inside put cooking cream, milk, martel, chivas, vodka, haberno sauce, tiger beer, lol.
den after that, my chef sit down and say, now is the main course !
wtf, i thought what.. he ji tao make till very nice, till i dont even dare to eat
afterall, i ate it, woots, so niceeee. he made the final dish for me. thanks people.
anw after that, i went home change, went down paragon, get my Armani belt cost me $150, woots,
i left wallet now i guess.
yawns. there's nothing much i can say, byes

2009-06-06T00:33:00.003+08:00

Sighs, time passes so fast,
6 more days and im into NS, im missing her so badly,
does she know? how i wish she were here,
does she hoping too?
sighs, i must learn how to be happy when she's not around,
like what she is now..
but i cant simply do it, yes independent yet devoted,
but, doesnt mean no time to give in de ma,
if misses someone so badly, wont give a damn about anything just to meet up,
and somemore, is last day of sch before holidays starts !
sighs, idk idk idk.
All i hope is, .............. hais,
will it come true? will u mean ur words?
and change it? sighs..byes.

2009-06-05T04:03:00.003+08:00

First of all, i shall say, thank god my eyes nvr swell le,
become normal, no more 1 big 1 small, laughs,
i've been eating bread for my 6meals in 2 days, got no appitite at all,
gosh, im dieting (:
same routine, go work.. yawns, so tired.
i went off at 3.20, took a cab to changi prison to visit shawn,
came back ard 5+ , need work back to cover it. sians,
after work, went era, cuz xiaodan say wan intro me a guy name hubert,
he gg same camp as me, i didnt know him,
till he say to someone, he hubert, den i go forward to ask,
was shocked, he was looking for me as well,
sounds like finding troubles huhs, laughs,
but afterall, we have a good talking , when we only know 5mins !
boss called, drag me to drink, yawns, go there drink abit,
jiu come home le, he started with his NS leturings to me again ! wtf,
nevermind, more experiences, hahas.
today my day is slighty better, hope it can be better ..
7 more days to my camp, who will be there to miss me?! anyone?
hmms, i miss her real lots, sighs..
would u becuz of me, wont work on weekends?
or you will stil wan to work? you have weekdays to work when holiday,
i only requested weekends, will it be that hard?
sighs, her holidays on 13, yet my camp book in on 12,
will u not go to sch 1 day just to accompany me my last day?
since is also after exams alr, so ya..
idk ba, maybe yes, sch is more important, my ns, not more important den sch,
im gonna miss you peoples like hells,
gg out, slacking, movies, drinking etc ~
i'll only book out to accompany my mummy, and her ( if she wants)
and friends would be welcome on 1 of the day , laughs,
say till like got alot ppl wan ask me out like that, oh wells, im just joking..
would your love and misses be more when im inside?
would you understand urself whether you will need me when im not around?
or you will just concentrate with your own stuffs,
im gonna propose to you if we made it well even after NS, im serious.
laughs, im not drunk anw, i just wanna say out what i wanna say,
i hope you know what i am thinking, i love you.
byes .
ps: NO working for you on weekends, NO overworking. i'll get fed up if you did (:

!

2009-06-03T22:59:00.004+08:00

Should i say today is a runined day, once again?
My mood was actually feeling slightly better, after talking to her,
went work super late, but i did everything finish within 15mins,
they see me alone do the mise en place alone like crazy fella,
but before i do, rush to the kitchen, 1st thing i got is,
*boom* i slip and my head hit on the oven -.-, fuck, got 1 bak lu ku .
nevermind, continue doing my stuffs, till janet pulls me to smoke,
den suddenly say, later got a big meeting about kitchen stuffs,
she overheard it, so told me, so ya, i dont give a fuck about that,
den she said that the bartender say customers complain foods,
wtf, but i nvr receive neither did janet,
how the fuck did the bartender received? still say can cook better den kitchen !
that time cook for duncan's sister to eat, the chix was burned and rejected,
and who did it?! the bartender!!
make my day fuck up sia, got 2 orders of spicy tomato, 1 of the customer say
she's too full, thats why nvr finish up the food, de other say she no appitite, so nvr eat, wtf, my fault? Complains all throw to me,
compliments got give me? NO ! fucking ruin my whole day,
after work, went era, fuck, even worst,
bunbun say wan meet me, i ok, i go era cuz she wants to meet..
den go there say HI ~ , den she went off with her bf go eat,
i alone there playing, she came back sit down awhile and say BYE.
wtf, den i go era for? walau ehs,
really fuck up day, zzzz
as usual, i cant get to sleep, but forget it..
hais, i dont have much to say for now,
time jus passes too fast day by day with quarrels,
online wanted to talk happily,
but i guess it wont happen, if that wont happen,
means my answer wont be happening to wad i wanted,
oh wells, i just lost my smile, seriously
would u mend my heart back? making me smile like before?
we'll see about it ba..

2009-06-03T01:28:00.003+08:00

Time for me to post? basically, nothing much,
day just pass like this, my eye still swollen,
oh fuck, arghs, nevermind..
after work, went home bathe and go era,
reach there people tiao me already, den call water come down,
that guy ask another person pass me the phone, den shouted,
who the fuck are you etc etc etc, i cant be bothered much,
only say i bibi, den tt guy was like wtf, BIBI BRO -.-
wan tio me den can call bro, oh is xiaoboy aka eugene, lol.
den nothing le lor, laughs, so lame..
after that went blk 514, me,xiaodan, illusion,litian and her friend,
talked awhile, slack jiu go home liaos,
thanks people for making my day, although is not a good one,
but at least you people tried,
i'll see how's tomorrow ba, i miss you.
would things changed to better when i said i want you?
would there be a better rs between us?
am i the one for you? could you cherish me for den ur friends by abit?
idk, everynight i just cant get to sleep,
thanks elaco for asking me smell dont know what lavender,
i need sleeping pills, i think i really need it..
gones

2009-06-01T22:06:00.002+08:00

First thing im up for bed, tmd my eyes fucking painful,
went to on comp the first thing, check emails etc,
run to toilet and bathe,
found out my eye swell badly.
1 eye big, another small, swollen like fuck, tmd, dont know why.
didnt get a good sleep though, i cant get any sleeps during night time,
have to work till very tired den can sleep,
went work, people looking at my eyes like this ( -.0- )
left eye swells, oh wells, keep yawning at work,
keep smoking but doesnt help at all, fall asleep on the smoking corner table,
very shag, but who cares..
hope tmr my swells recover ba, if not gonna be weird again.
oh ya, singaporean jiu shi singaporeans, so kiasu, tmd
dont know need remind me how many times 12/6/09 enlisted,
sms me sia. wtf. kiasu..
left 11 days to my NS, would it be a wonderful NS?
idk, will see about that ba..
time passes so slow most of the time, oh wells.
i dont think will need to post anything le ba,
will see if my mood gets better tomorrow,
been very moody and broken down for days, noone knows that ba,
i've nvr meet any of you previously le, evenn got,
just a stupid smile of mine, nevermind ba,
gones.

2009-05-31T05:20:00.002+08:00

Gosh, so dead tired right now,
worked full shift today, i see stars everywhere i go now,
before i go to bed. yawns !
Anyone knows im that fucking tired? i bet noones, lol.
who cares i am tired anot right? You all got your own stuffs to do,
laughs..
i just found out my boss is my mother's primary sch mate !
and they're good friends ! omgosh, lolol.
singapore is so small ! 20 over years de friends,
also can be found ! laughs..
left 11 more days..
should i prepare for the worst? or should i give myself more confident?
Anyone out there can tell me or talk to me?
im kinda lost right now, seriously..
does she knows ? will she like ask more about me rather den dont reply anything to me? how am i suppose to know if she cared me in heart but nvr want show it to me?
oh wells, idk ba.. hais, i miss her,
does she know? i miss her so badly, everynight i just.... arghs, embrassing, nothing to say much thru..
To her: i really hope you could like write something to me, in anywhere,
always nvr reply me, but only say miss me, and mia for days without replying.
idk what have u been doing lately, go facebook, reply ppl but mine, u skipped it..
this i dont understand, really..
said i nvr comment, but even this afternoon i commented, hinting you to reply,
but at night i saw, you replied others and skipped mine once again, x.x !
what is this? what are you trying to say? i nvr write anything to ask u consider about it, but other stuffs, just normal talking, but also nvr reply..
you said you would let me know if ur meeting me, but in e end?
nvr write, so am i going to wait for your reply den go sleep? or should i sleep first, even if i slept, you cant contact me, cuz either your phone no money,
if not you would say ur busy (but still, can go facebook) i dont understand..
can you like let me know? i alr passed you so much last few days,
can you pls go top up and let me know? reply my things please..
why am i like begging or pleasing ? i dont do that,
i just want your attentions, hinting you lots way,
you hinted me, i hinted you back.. but i got no replies..
i shall stop here and go bed alr, i hope things would get better when u sees this.
byes.

2009-05-29T15:46:00.001+08:00

im stoning at home , yawns !

2009-05-29T04:25:00.002+08:00

There's nothing for me to post,
if you really bother about me,
pls, do not lie anything,
thats what i asked for. sighs,
i'll be gone, sooner or later..

2009-05-27T00:40:00.002+08:00

hoho, posting time !
been doing very badly this few days ):
tiring, im working 60hours this week. gosh,
my chef die die wan me off ):
if not will be 72hours for this week, laughs.
yes yes yes ! tmr getting my armani phone, hahahas !!!
today brought baby home , gave her a cow ! (which is so fucking cute)
i carry the cow walking ard, tmd.
people all staring at me, i know im cute together with the cow =p
laughs, i dont give a fuck about them,
i dont care what people thinks, all i know is,
bring the cow to his new owner which is baby la. lols.
oh wells, time to sleep, goodnights (:
hope to see ur post about what i asked baby (: loves.

2009-05-24T22:35:00.003+08:00

hmms, idk wad to post,
i just simply misses her, does she know?
when can i see her? i really hope to see her,
i miss her hugs, her kisses, her smiles,
people can does all those towards me,m
but i just find something missing, x.x
aarghsssss.

yesterday mummy went facial, den after that,
come my working place look for me,
we went shopping etc,
mummy brought for me a G.A watch !
gosh, im so fucking loving her !!
soon AX belt xDD
hmms, shop till went home,
bathe, and went out again,
ton till morning, cab home and sleep,
wokes at 3,
after tt went jogging with mummy and 2 bros,
dinner finish, bathe etc,
and now im posting,
boring life without her, sighs.
gones.

2009-05-22T22:15:00.003+08:00

hmms, time to post, idk what to post for today,
on 20may2009, is a fun day, laugh like crazy mad couples, laughs.
been very bored and tired yesterday,
i slept at 11pm yesterday yet i can late for work today,
and during work, keep half asleep , laughs.
today, got 2 weird customers,
1 - Why is ur salad dressing salty?
Ceacsar Salad should be salty -.-
2- Why is my cream of tomyam pasta so spicy?
tmd, tomyam paste, chilli padi mix of cuz spicy la,
den request for non spicy, i made it, but tmd, without the spice,
is so fucking not nice, yet the customer can say "its so delicious, thanks"
wtf , taste bud got problem sia.
basically, thats all for work,
after work, went home and stone infront of comptuer till now,
haven got my dinner,
guess i've to take it alone again, laughs
gone, tomorrow will be a long day.

2009-05-20T11:17:00.002+08:00

Before i start my day, i would wanna say...
HAPPY FIRST YEAR ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY <33
been so long, up and downs, i hope we could continue or even better, loves.
hmms, alrights, yesterday went play L4D with manager, warren, rafeeq and their friends, yawns, so tired right now. working !! x.x!
hmms, nothing much also, shall update later on,
meeting baby after work and her sch !
watching movie ! ;xx heehees.
gones !

2009-05-18T00:42:00.002+08:00

YAWNSS !! a tiring day !
yesterday work till 6pm,
slack and chat with manager etc, till 7pm.
went home, bathe rush downstair cut hair!
Weiwei meets me at the salon, he's so changed
so matured now, hahas ! 2yrs didnt see him alr,
since after gradulate from temasek sec!
After cutting hair, woots Mingsong was there too, hahas.
3 of us took a cab to ECP, lagoon, eat eat eat,
went to Ruixin's chalet, as she's our ex classmate, hahas
After everything, 12plus, we took a cab to Century Square,
MS,LK,WW,and his sister went movie,
i didnt go, so i went to working place,
chatted with boss, till 2am, off we go to "99"
as its boss pub, went visit.
first time go, they opened chivas etc, woots
drink till i merlion -.-
and is not water, is blood. was so shocked,
1st time in my life vomit blood can !
i lay on the table till the place close, boss drove me back home
at the speed of 200+, so fast till i reach home, i giddy home, bathe sleep !
woke in the morning 11plus, msged baby,
waited for her till she come, oh reach le,
back to bed awhile till 4plus, went PizzaHut with mummy,baby,2brothers and maid,
after eating, baby and me went tamp,
shopping awhile, walk here and there,
brought a cpl tee O.O!
so cute lor the tee,
"Cheer U Up" hahas ! hmms, r/s betweem us getting much improvements,
hope this continue like this.
alright, shall post till here,
im so tired, tomorrow working morning ! roars,
loves and byes ~

2009-05-16T03:21:00.002+08:00

gosh, im so tired right now, yet im posting at this hr !
3.20am in the morning ! wtf,
just ended work at 2am, den meeting for 1whole hr !
today's crowd was kinda busy, arghs.
spam me all the orderings,
dam it ! =/
yawns, i dont think i can post right now liao lor ! wtf
straight after work, got this customers ask me sit down and drink -.-
1 whole cup of chivas on the rock (pure) !
gosh, gonna sleep soon ! lucky im not drunk ! hahahas,
den boss after that straight ask me go his pub 99 -.-
lyk dont need work tmr lor, walau, 12pm leh !
not enough sleep at all ! i seems kpkb in my blog huhs, hahas !
boss opening 1 bottle of my favourite for me !
cuz i work too steady =x (bhb) laughs.
lucky i nvr go, as it close, hahas,
tmr accompanying derrick watch ManUtd vs Arsenal
lucky is 7.30pm, i off work at 6 ! wont be slamming me with orders,
i just sit down and laugh ! hahahhas ! Sunday another match,
but i off ! woots, escape 2 events ! :D
i wonder wana bring mummy where, seriously idk .___."
any sugessions baby or anyone else? O.O!
hope to see you soon, lovelove dearie too (:
ends now, im so dead lyk zombie .___."

2009-05-15T00:36:00.003+08:00

Back posting, my chef is back, duncan is back
finally ! my chef is engaged, thats so fast,
together for 9mths engage liao, lols.
always see u both quarrels, but can engage so fast,
not bad, hahas.
oh wells, for me?
she lost trust on me,
bears can only replace it,
no more couple stuffs, i guess.
don have things to talk to me,
dont have this and that, so is this still stead?
or jus a friend? a friend that is like ur buddy for yrs?
idk ~ oh wells, NS soon,
yet this is happenning, anymore extra cares and concern?
will see about that, gones.

2009-05-14T00:55:00.001+08:00

idk what to post,
maybe friends are too faithful to her den me,
sooner or later, eventually im no longer needs,
i guess i know the answer soon, im sorry,
gones

2009-05-12T21:00:00.002+08:00

i guess i would post for today,
today im really so blur of my work,
although i made a soup for the customers,
they all got very good compliments on me,
as im the only cook inside today,
i broke 3 plates, 1 glass and i drop my MP3 player
on the ground, scratches lyk fuck alr.
not good at work, couldnt concentrate my work at all,
for the whole day,
how i wish i've a proper morning/night messages everyday,
thats what i asked for only,
a message to brighten up my day, yet is not gonna happen,
i wanna ask you all something,
why every single love stories is about girls devoted to guys?
i dont read any guys would be so devoted to girls,
is guys really that jerks? if they are,
i believe im not, i changed so much,
from what people think "BIBI", a hongster,
now? a fucking tiongxim guy,
yet, these happening to me,
is this a retributions for me about what i did to other girls last time?
you all may flame me, but i dont give a fuck, i wont even bother to
quarrels with you all, i just wanna know, thats all.
am i really such a let down?
yes, i can take good care of myself,
but from what people always say,
"every sucessful man, got a woman behind him to support"
i seriously wants more concerns, without requesting any,
is that so hard? seriously, idk.
i just wanna feel the deep love,
im learning how not to be jealous, and gain more trust den now.
i've been cheated so many times, i lost the trust,
after yrs, i gained back my trust,
afterall, yes i would jealous still,
assuming etc, but overall,
my feelings never faded at all,
but it does increase,
is that any problems with me?
or is just lyk not fated?
fate is in own hands i believe,
not everything is done by god,
you can control ur own fate,
see what you wanna end up with,
it doesnt include only 1 person to control it,
needs de other party too,
as people says, "In order to clap, it takes 2 hands"
soon is going to be NS,
would her love towards me gain more instead of fading?
Will we continue to be like used to be?
These answer it maybe to early for it,
will see how its goes when inside NS,
or maybe after NS.
take good care of ur hands baby,
i'll always be with you, carry ur burden.
loves.

2009-05-12T09:48:00.003+08:00

There's nothing much for me to post actually,
everything is meaningless posting, who cares abt it?
will be working 56-60hours per week for this month,
off to work, goodbye.

2009-05-11T00:58:00.002+08:00

Im back posting ! Gosh, im so fucking tired right now,
didnt got a good sleep, and im so late for work !
yesterday reach home, mummy ask me sleep with brothers,
as cousins all came, i cant be sleeping with them as they're all girls,
and 1 guy. when i lay down, my youngest brother suddenly sit up,
thought what happen sia, den he hugg me sleep,
i was like shock and feeling weird, cuz a guy hugg me and sleep !
thank god he's my brother, LOL.
after that, my cousin (guy) put his legs on my body, wtf.
how can i sleep?! nevermind, soon i fell aslp,
morning suddenly, all wake me, dont know for what,
i scolded them and i didnt know, as im half awake. LOL!
went work after that, do my stuffs,
after that, chef off work, i was alone waiting for my partner,
suddenly chef U-Turn back and told me, i will be doing all the stuffs alone
tonight, as my partner is on MC, still tell me today sunday,
wont be much ppl, i believe him,
he gone not long, tmd, 42orders came straight on my face !
WTF !, i do half way, tmd, scold dont know who, and tell them
i wanted to quit ! LOL !
nvm, i done all the orders ALL BY MYSELF !
lucky, no complains only compliments, heehee.
thanks Jay helping me wash the stuffs, if not
im gonna suffer more, someone noone lyk bothers me ):
so lonely today, sms also noone ):
thanks baby for giving me ur virtual kiss after dao-ing me dont know
for how long cuz ur busy, lols.
Happy Mother's day anw, i know i was late, no choice !
didnt get to spend my day with mummy, she was kinda disappointed,
but i told her, doesnt mean this is our last day together,
everyday is mother's day to me (:
i love her more den anyone else, she's the best of the best !
2nd will be baby :D heehee.
oh wells, tomorrow will be my suffering day starts,
3days my chef and duncan's off day,
tmd, leave me alone, gonna do myself again, luckily got replacement,
if not, raise my pay or i QUIT =X
hahas, i shall end it here,
gonna save more money , to be supportive bf,son (:
loves mummy,ahma,baby and brothers,
4 of you brighten my day, although with quarrels, nagging,
but we still get along well together (:
gones ~

2009-05-09T03:06:00.002+08:00

Hmms, im here to postttt !! :D
Yesterady, i went Xcraft perice my septum !
moo moo yr ! =P
People keep asking me why i pierce septum,
my answer will be "whats my rl name?"
NIUNIU !! :X ahahas.
pierced totally no pain can,
only when kiap my nose, ouch !
den tears fall fall fall, cries*
i went there during im working, and boss is ard,
i just told him, eh boss, i go pierce my septum, brb ltr,
woots, he ji tao, oh okay. LOL
After work, when home change,
den go era, play game, dont know for what fuck. .___."
play half way, dam tired. sibei lazy go home,
no choice, cycle back home. den bathe, boom,
fall aslp till afternoon 3plus. hahas !
went makan, den go work, yawns !
gosh, i reached work, chef ask me wash the floor liao, damit. LOL.
den suddenly today whole main power went off, song bo !
but sadly, is after 11.30 ):
Main courses over le den black out .
black out till 12.30, nice!
went back do my things, till 2plus, den off work,
back home, this is how my meaningless life is during work ):
oh wells, i just hope things between us gets better,
maybe i shall not bother so much, just give you ur freedoms etc,
maybe im the one changing, or maybe ur the one changing, idk.
im sorry for the quarrel abt today,
i shall post till here, my meaningless stories.
-

Counting down to NS, hope you will be there, but i know it wont happen
cuz ur busy with ur stuffs, will only fetch me when i booked out the 2nd week,
hope im someone important towards you more den your friends.
gones.

2009-05-07T01:02:00.004+08:00

hmms, back posting !
Yesterday after work, pay day !
rush to get my salary, woots $___$
then wait for sotong come my work place,
went SK jewellery find necklace for mummy's day ! :D
tmd, when me and sotong go choose,
is lyk, im buying for sotong, wtf so gay !
den we choose choose choose,
in e end, pek chek liao,
i chosen 1 nice necklace,
Hello miss, if your my gf, which 1 will u pick. LOL
cuz mummy and my age not a gap, so its ok ! :D
that spend kinda much le
after tt, went home change,
give mummy necklace, she was so happy !
den give her my monthly salary abit, after tt, makan !
alot of food @@
we ate 2 bowls of rice, wakkakas.
den went nico hse,
half way, tmd sotong go home t(",t)
pangseh me, nico and xiaodan ):
den i go back his hse, fall aslp till 3pm !
hmms, den i go dee siao them,
they playing Combat arms .__."
play till 5pm+
suddenly she told me she off sch liao .___."
den i rush a cab home, tmd wtf, $25.40 ):
waited for her,
den mummy suddenly called and tell me she not free today ._.'
ok lo, den i went meet baby, at first
she totally got nothing to talk to me.
we went bugis, buy a pink bag, 3 note books.
after tt, we went makan sakae sushi, tepanyaki.
alot of craps to talk liao. lols.
hmms, bring her home after tt,
still chatting, happily (is always better den quarrelling)
Quarrelings is our Side dishes ._."
After that, off home.
Officially broke after 1mth de Pay Day
spent within 2nd day. LOL !
Shall end the day today,
hope tomorrow will be a better day,
hope she really try her efforts, sighs.
iloveher ):
Counting down Army ): !
hope i meant everything to her.

2009-05-05T00:43:00.003+08:00

HeyHey, im here to blog again ! ;DD
hmms, just finished work, SOO TIRED CAN ! WTF
wow, yesterday called my chef told him im not working le,
he was lyk "what happen? is it something wrong or what?"
LOL ! when he knew i was gg NS, only he know
today went work, they were like, OMG UR GONNA BE BOTAK.
tmd, suan this still nevermind, den say, u gg which unit?
or go tekong BMT 1st,
Bedok camp 2, they were lyk, HAHAHAHHAHAS. GUARDMEN, GG,GL,JIAYOU, DIE !
LOLS, den keep suan me saying, you so small size, go in tio bullied nia -.-
arghs, and my director of the company also laughing lyk mad.
but he likes me working there, im fun !
hahahs ! im so tired now, guess i shall end this day here.
updates tomorrow ! :D
ANW ~! any kind hearted people wanna send me off on 12june ):

-Counting down NS -12June,
-Counting down 1yr1mth <3

2009-05-04T17:00:00.002+08:00

Im finally back home !
went cycling yesterday night,
from bedok cycle till aljunied, put some things inside letter box jiu go le,
sweat like a dog sia .___."
took me 1hr+ to reach the destination. hahas ~
so scared the postman came sia ):
bloodshed $_$ !
After that, went to find kiyo,ahbi.
slack and chat till afternoon ! .__________."
den cycle back home, till now not yet slp. yawns !
gg work soon, tmr gonna work 12hrs shift.
anw, im quitting the job soon alr, as 12june ARMY, wtf !
Anyone joining me? ):
hmms, i forgotten to put the keychain inside letterbox! arghs,
wad a dumb mind i got right now,
hmms, baby ~ dont keep thanks me (:
One last time i shall say, Your Welcome <3
anw, i shall stop here, will update later on or what ba, cares~

2009-05-03T16:17:00.003+08:00

o.o Time to post, just woke up,
yesterday morning when to see doc,
was coughing v.badly.
cough medi+flu spray,
$61 ! wtf !, told mummy,
she was lyk, might well go hospital , LOL.
i went work straight, cuz no choice, need $,
got MC also treat it lyk nothing. lols.
work till 6pm, went home change,
den go bunk find friends.
after that, we ton at pasir ris ! O.O !
i fall aslp at there, 5.45am woke up,
dam lazy take bus home, took a cab,
thats all for my meaningless life .
AND AND AND ! WTF !,
MY ARMY LETTER, ON 12JUNE. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

2009-05-01T23:49:00.004+08:00

Hmms, Welcome to my First blog !
Thanks sun nu, helping me doing all the stuffs,
all i need to do is, ahems, POSTS! :X
hahas, i shall start yesterday, dam it.
Went cycling at ard 2am+,
was calling on phone, den suddenly a taxi driving fucking fast
INSIDE CARPARK. den his fucking car bang on my back wheel,
straight falls off from the bike, pigu pain ):
today, work, work again !
arghs, finally pay day coming !
gonna save it for my air tickets,
soon im gg overseas for 14days,
no phone no nothing, im sure i will miss her ):
hope she will too,
been so long me and her go out 1 whole day le,
im waiting for the chance to come !
gonna bring her to...... WWW LOL !! :D
play water :D
shall see her soon, loves.
tmr working again, arghs !
Poofs, back posting tomorrow ! :D

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